<A Journey To Paradise>

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Friday, October 10, 2008

Eto n nmn ako nag eemote. Bakit ba kasi ganito ang buhay. I am trying to move on pero parang di pa tlga nakakalimot ang puso ko. I am opening my door naman to other person pero parang wala nmn akong maramdaman na something special. Everyday nagttxt c new boylet pero di ko tlga sure kung kaya ko ba siya mahalin. Everytime I got a chance to communicate with beh I can still feel how happy I am but at the same time it cause me a lot of pain knowing that he can't be mine. The last time we talked, it's like I was stabbed on the heart. Sabi nya as of now he wants to bring back the old us. Nung time na friends lang kami. I know wala naman na talaga pag-asa na bumalik sya sa kin kaso lang pano b tlga ang dapat gawin. I have tried to hate him, to stop communicating with him and the worst thing is to pretend to like another guy but he just can't get out of my mind.
Everytime he calls out my name I felt like my body is tearing apart. I want to fly back home and hugged him.

My greatest fear when I go back is the possibility that I can do crazy things for him.

I always asked my help these questions:
"Why he didn't choose me? Why can't he love me more than her?"

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