Monday, July 30, 2007
I had a dream before, the scene was in a hotel room, I opened the door and there I saw a man and a woman. I never knew what that means but I was bothered by that dream.A new officemate who's been so primadonna is the new "baby" in our team. In her first month I tried to undertstand her giving excuses in her deeds. " Oh maybe she's just new that's why she wants to work with someone beside her and maybe because she's an only child that's why she's so childish, or maybe because she's rich and came from school near SM Manila.
But last week, I started to hate this girl. I hate her so much that I couldn't take to see her face, to seat beside her at lunchtime and I hardly talk to her (only for business matters). I must admit and every body knows that, I am one of the most impatient person in this world but promise I'm trying to be nice to everyone. Some people may think that I was just jealous because he is always with her so I didn't tell anybody 'bout my feelings.
Tonight, my officemate ask me to have a dinner with her bcause she wants to confide something. To my surprise she opened the topic about that girl. Wahaha "I'm not alone". And we're not two but three.
I don't know how long I can stand with this situation. I am not in speaking terms to her nor to him. Ang hirap kyang magtrabaho ng may kinaiinisan ka.
Ang babaw ko nga naisip ko n magresign dahil sa knila. Parang tanga magreresign dahil broken hearted (hehehe).
Lam nyo ba na yung 2 taong nasa panaginip ko ay silang dalawa nakakabadtrip so may premonition na talaga.
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Waaaaahhhh....umiyak na naman ako ngayong araw.. parang tanga di ko ma explain basta tumulo lang luha ko actually khapon pa yon tas kanina d na talaga napigilan..hahaha.. Sabi ko lang naman sa kanila i need a hug tas yun nung niyakap ako ni bru e nagdire direcho n yung luha ko. Ang nakakainis lang ang dami nakakita pati yung mga boss ko kya ayun pinauwi nila ko ng maaga tas niyaya kumain. Ayoko sana kasi lam ko naman na iha-hot seat ako kaso di ako makatanggi. At yun nga hanggang sa kainan ay umiyak p din ako habang nagkwekwento.. Kainis talaga..Ang totoong rason non ay dahil sa sobrang stress tas may mga bagay na gusto kong gawin pero di ko magawa dahil sa work. Di na rin ako masyado nakakuwi sa min. Ewan nga kung dahil pa rin ba to sa responsabe ako o tanga ko lang talaga. Kasi di ako mapalagay pag critical yung lote, hindi ko talaga maiwan. Kaya ayun daming OT topnotcher na nga ulit ako eh.
Sabayan pa na lokohin ako ng katrabaho ko n magagaya ako sa manager namin kasi masyado dedicated sa work. Ok lng gaya as in maging manager din kaso yung walang lovelife wag naman.. Baka nga yun yung rason.. huhuhu ayoko magaya sa kanya... Wahahaha joke lang di yun ung dahilan naalala ko lang.
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