Thursday, June 22, 2006
Feb.-UP Fair, that was the last time I visited my alma mater. I met some of my blockmates and orgmates.*****
Today is Jun 22, 2006, hindi ako pumasok because I have to fix something. Maaga ako natapos kaya naman naisipan kong dumaan ng UP para kunin ang diploma and also to meet my blockmates. I first met Ever sa Philcoa to have lunch. Nakita namin don si Gracey kaya ayon kwento kwento. They're preparing kc for board exam.
Nagpunta kami ni Ever sa NEC after, andon c Brian at c Cedric. They're conducting experiment ng dumating kami. After clas, minit ko cla Marco at Jun, Nakita ko din c Tere at Jen kaso di kami masyado matagal nagkausap. And then nagstay ako sa NEC to wait for Doc Judge, ang paborito kong thesis adviser. Habang naghihintay pinapanood ko sila Bri doing their research. "Buti p sila nagagamit nila ang pinagaralan nila." Hapon n ng maghihiwalay kami parang ayoko nga sanang umalis gusto ko undergrad ulit ako pero hndi pwede.
Sobrang detailed ba ng kwento ko? Ganito ko kasi namiss ang UP. habang nasa tuktok ako ng NEC naalala ko yung mga nangyari nung undergrad. Yung clas namin kay doc judge na gibagabi na kami ng uwi kapag my exam at yung mga lab clas namin na parang naglalaro lang.. nakakamiss talaga yung mga tao iba lang talaga ang feeling kapag nasa labas ka na ng UP....
Eversince highschool I made my own decision. I don't ask permission from my parents I just tell them my plans. I thought I am used to it, making decisions on my own. But nowadays, I felt so helpless in deciding whether to stay or leave the company. In the past few weeks I've been asking my friends and relatives what to do hoping that it would help me to finally decide. However, as time passes by i get more confused some wanted me to stay others do not.
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Last month, I finally decided to leave the company by the end of June but then before I have finalized my resignation letter my mngr told us that possibly we will be trained abroad. This can spice up my resume but then this will also means "bond", serving the company for 1 year or so. It's hard for me to think of the bond because in those times that you are serving the company there are so many opportunities to come.Aside from this, I want to practice my profession, being a professional met engr.
haay.. I really missed school. When I was a student I don't need to decide in a situation as hard as this one.
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I'm looking for signs but it seems that this work is meant for me.
A fact that is hard to accept.
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School: UP Diliman
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