<A Journey To Paradise>

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Monday, March 27, 2006

I've been working for 5 months and 2 days but still I'm not sure with my job. I always ask myself why am I still here? And when I looked back I remember that I have pray for this job before I get into it. But now I'm praying for the signs if I need to quit this job or this is really His will.

Eversince, my superiors know that I find my work boring since I need to sit in the front of my laptop all day. I really want to be expose in the process and know the technicalities in the production but unfortunately I was not assigned in that job.

Last weekend our team had our "teambuilding" (but in reality it is annual planning) in Tagaytay. WE stayed in a hotel for 1 1/2 days. That time our mngr also announced the reshaffling in our group. Finally, the time has come and the manager ask me if I want to stay in my team. I said that I really want to be involve in the technical job. She decided to put me in in last team I wana part of. Then she asked me I am decided. I think for a while and then decided to go back to my team. She's a bit angry with me coz I'm quite undecided. But it's really hard for me to decide at that moment.

After that I went back to the room with my immediate superiors. In a few minutes tears fell in my eyes. I dont know why.

Most of my officemates told me that they want my position but me? I'm not happy with it. The job maybe very interesting and promising since this is in demand right now but iut's just that I am not used in officeworks. I took up engineering because I wanna be in the production. In other words I want to be part of the action.

In the past 5 months I'm struggling to stay in this job. I have decided several times to quit but because of future opportunities I stayed .

a friend of mine told me that maybe the problem is not the job or the company. The problem is "ME". Partially it's true because I'm having a hard time to love and enjoy my work . I don't know if it's possible but who knows one day I will and moreover I will have a passion it.

But for now I'm still confused.....

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